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Trying too Hard to Find Happiness
Episode 57

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Hitomi?

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Keiko!

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What are you doing here?

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We came to see the orphanage
as part of our training.

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What are you doing here?

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I was raised here...
before I went to live in Tsukishima.

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Oh, really!

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This is one of our graduates.

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I looked after her for three years.

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I'm sorry to intrude.

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I came here today because
I have an announcement...

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What is it?

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I'm getting married.

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Really?

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Congratulations!

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Thank you.

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Thank you very much.

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We have three dormitory buildings

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lined up here...

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There are about 60
childcare facilities

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like the one that Keiko was raised in.

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There are approximately
3,000 children living

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in those facilities.

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They're raising children
who for some reason or

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other can't be raised
by their own families.

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There are about 100 children
currently living here in

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this facility.

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Of those 100 children,
there are 32 children

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living in this dormitory.
They're divided into

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four group of eight.

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The youngest is in the
first grade, and the

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oldest is in the sixth grade.

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There are staff members caring for

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the eight children...

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They treat them like their own children

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I'll take you inside now

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Hello!

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This s h i jn o

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They eat me Is fe , o .) j) J .MilJ

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This is wherethe Ti!l?r n Jb> Oil J iillJ b ij'i!) JbU

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You can o at the bath ove e, too.

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If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask.

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a c If there are two t ren in each room

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After they get home from school,

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this is where they study and sleep..

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They share the dressers.

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They decide who shares the room by compatibility

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Basically siblings are together in the same room

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Of course, we do our best to take care of the children

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However, the staff can't be on duty for 24 hours a day

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So we can't have the same people who see them off

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in the morning, welcome them home in the afternoon.

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But when they go to a foster home, the same people who

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see them off in the morning will be there to welcome

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them home everyday

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You'll befi leidfflal with the child q ne

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That's why j wan to ask "Tltitju*

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the children with a completely normal family environment,

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and treat them in a completely normal manner.

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These are children who have been raised in an environment

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Where they couldn't trust their parents, those

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they should have been able to trust the most

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so it's hard for them to develop

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relationships with other people

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The most important thing is for you to show them

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that they can trust people, trust adults.

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What's the best way to do that?

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You all have it right here

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That's all I have to say

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Thank you

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Hitomi... Are you done?

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My training is over

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Will you come to the playground with me

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and talk to Mr. Kubota?

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It's my favorite place.

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Is it this way?

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It was your dream to get married, wasn't it?

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I wanted have my own family life as soon

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as I could because

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I didn't have enough of that in my life

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I'm really grateful to you, Kubo-papa

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when I came here, I was an unruly child, wasn't I?

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It was terrible

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You'd run through the halls carrying a mop,

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breaking the window glass along the way

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Yelling, "I'm going to mymofti," and I had to

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after you all the wa j o iinjuku

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middle of the night.

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But I'm no longer unruly like that.

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You used to scold me every single day

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At the beginning I hated you.

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I eventually understood you scolded me

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because you cared about me.

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When I realized that, I learned to love you

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Dad and Mom in Tsukishima took really

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good care of me, too.

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They helped me come this far and meet

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someone who asked me to marry him.

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h & true, that the most important thing is

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that you work hard at it

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That's why I want to congratulate you

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I'm going in to see the director now...

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He had visitors earlier

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Go ahead

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She's really grown up..

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SheTlk^sjf she owns the world.

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When she first came here she didn't trust

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any adult at all

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Is that right?

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She must have been lone!y

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She was so wild. She didn't open up to any

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of the children or adults here

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Just look at how she's grown, and now

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she's found someone to make a home with

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It makes me happy ..

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I couldn't be happier

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e s^ilce, snlfcfe?

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He said he couldn't be

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I'm really happy, too

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When I went to the staff room,

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everyone was so happy for me

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For the sake of those people, I have to be happy.

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How are things with you and Mr. Katsumata lately?

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I haven't heard from him for the last few days.

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He should be back from his business trip

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by rib v^but.

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Ma oeJ sti \ild give him fa I.

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Shall we take a walk?

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Let's go

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Hitomi couldn't bring herself to tell Keiko

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that she had seen Mr. Katsumata in Atami

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Hello?

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Are you home?

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Y htji^old?

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jfou sho have^nied rite! u) i'Jjj J • • n

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don't care if it's messy

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r i. with i omi right now, soi'llb nghT^/ithme

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You do have a fever, after all.

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You're not coughing, are you?

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No, but my throat's a little sore

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Let me see

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It's a little bit red

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Just drink this. It's one of the best

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medicines on the market

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I'll get you some water.

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Thanks.

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You should stay in bed

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I don't know why you have to work

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when you stayed home from work

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I can't stay in bed

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My deadline is tomorrow

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Excuse me.

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You were on a business trip the other day, weren't you?

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On Saturday.

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That's right... I had to go to the Kansai area..

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Kansai (Kyoto, Osaka)?

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That's right.

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Did something happen while you were on your business trip?

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Why?

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For you to get sick like this

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I was just worn out, that's all.

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Anyway when you finish that, go right to bed!

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I'd like to stay with you, but

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I'm on the night shift tonight

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I'll go to bed as soon as I finish this

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Thanks

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Shall i make you some rice porridge?

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Do you have any eggs?

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I should have some in the refrigerator.

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Sorry to trouble you

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When did you buy this egg?

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I think it was the day before I

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left for my business trip

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I'm sorry I'm such a bad host

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Not at all... In fact, I feel like I'm in the way

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No, you're not; it's better that you're here

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We haven't had time to go out lately so if

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you weren't here, she would probably scold me more

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Thank you.

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Not at all

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Hitomi! Sorry to keep you waiting

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At least I got him into bed

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He really needs a lot of care

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I had to work even before I go to the hospital.

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What is it?

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I have to talk to you about something.

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What is it? You look so serious

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Can we have tea somewhere?

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I have to go to the hospital

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i do aye time

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We can talk while we walk then

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No... It me right here

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You have me worried.

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Not here

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It's a little too close

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Just thinking that he's right here

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Is it about Mr. Katsumata?

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I saw Mr. Katsumata with another woman.

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But it could be someone from his company...

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They were wearing cotton kimono

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and walking arm-in-arm.

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Where?

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At a hot springs in Atami

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I went there on Saturday to dance for a part-time job

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But he was on a business trip in the Kansai area

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That's right

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That's why I thought it was strange.

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Did you talk to him?

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ixlon  i he noticed me

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It was someone else.

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No, it wasn't.

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I'm sure it was Mr. Katsumata

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But it couldn't be him!

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Why would he be in Atami with another woman?

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Why don't you ask him?

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That's not necessary

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Don't be ridiculous!

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e n e ray e

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It was someone else

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I won't believe it.

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Don't ever bring it up again!

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Keiko..